I haven’t been online for a few days. Since losing my cat, Oscar, in November and then his sister, Missy, 3 weeks ago, it has made me take stock of the last 16 years. They both lived through the worst years of my depression and it’s difficult not to feel a shadow of my former self.
Thankfully, this is not all doom and gloom. Recognising that former self is also an acknowledgement of the person I strive to become through the therapy that I started a few weeks ago.
I’m still following blogs, but have found it difficult to share anything constructive.
Tonight, it is difficult to find the words to express how I feel and what those hopes are for the future. I just wanted to let people know that I am okay and that my blog is still one of progress. I hope that I will soon be back on top once more.